Booooredom

Have you ever had a day where you had completely nothing to do? Nothing at all? Seeming like everything you do has no purpose? Story of my life rigggght now.

Personally i look for achievements in my day, something that would make me look back and feel proud of what i did. I really don't like doing things without a purpose. I strive for completion, well most of the time anyways.

Lately I've felt blank, just nothing. When i talk to my friends sure i enjoy it, but it feels like somethings missing. Something that made everything seem alright in my head. Now i strive for that something to come back to me. Something..something..trust perhaps? But i don't feel satisfaction when that word is used alone.

Maybe im writing this cause i have completely nothing purposeful to do, but this has a purpose doesn't it? The way my brain works is simple. I find it kinda weird how i analyse a situation before i head into it, or try to think what people are thinking. Well I guess that's just me.

I really wish i had homework; wow. Thats how bored i am =D

Well the rest of my night will consist of eating a doughnut, probably playing bejeweled, looking for Chirstmas things to put on my wish list, and probably talking to Karells and Bel.

Goodnight! =]

Ps: I really dont knwo what i want for christmas other than money and to go shoppign with my friends. Comment with suggestions :D

PPS: For whoever wanted to see the performance, I'm sorry no one filmed it D': . I'm really down about that =[. All i can say is that the reaction was much better than i expected. yaaay confidence boost!

Now really.. Goodnight!