What a Year What a Blessing

Well this year was really great to me. I felt like I've learned so much this year , so much that i can take and pass on to others ..its just amazing. I've had so many opportunities this year and God has brought me through all of them. I'm just so grateful to Him for all the great things he has blessed me with, whether it be leading a camp, being trained to become a chapterhead, or performing to many with the gifts God has given me.

Thank you Lord for an amazing 2009, it was very humbling. And i hope for an even better 2010!

To all a Merry Christmas and a Very Happy New Year!

Take care and Godbless,

-Mik

Alone at last

No one's home. There's no one to talk to. I don't have the courage to call any one. I'm looking around and its just me. Every possible thing i can imagine to do.. just doesn't feel right. Im missing something and im fed up of trying to find it. I pray and hope i find the answer one day.

although from far i my seem im enjoying my self, i hate this.

Give me Hope

This isn't about the website. LOL

I think im just gunna have to deal with happy ever afters not coming. ATM I'm just not feelin' it.

Confidence.

Confidence is just a word. Behind every man's confidence lies a soft, tender, caring person. Honestly, i actually found confidence in myself the last while. Until you came along.
Whatever confidence or pride i had in myself was put to the test, or so i feel it was. You just seem so complicated, so different? I can't even find the right words. As of last night i was the happiest I've been in a while. Let's see if we can make this last longer than just a while. Call me crazy, but baby, I've been thinking about you lately. =]

-Mik

Oh happy day

Blessings..

We should really take the time to count them. No matter how big or how small, no matter the worth of the blessing, it is still a gift. Especially in this Christmas season, we should take the time to look and spot out these blessings. Taking the effort to do that shows God what he really means to you. It's a form of giving back, and isn't that what Christmas is all about?

Today was a good day for me, although at first i expected it to be a bad one.

First period = mess around
Second period = easy bookwork
Third period= actual work
Fourth period= socializing
After school= free phone, fast bus ride, free food, and someone to go to formal with, etc.

Looking through small portions of my day i spot out the blessings in each. Especially after school, when i went to my friend to buy the phone off of her, she simply gave it out of goodwill.

I'd like to challenge whoever reads this to comment back with some blessings that they have had throughout their past week. But most importantly I'd like to challenge you to think about all the blessings God has blessed you with and to be thankful to Him for the greatest blessing He has given us... His Life.

Tc&Gb
-Mik

The struggles

Head up, gotta keep moving. It seems right but it isn't as easy as it sounds . I can't keep ignoring all the pain that this causes, because it's gunna hurt soon and the longer i wait the worse it'll get. The worst is that it feels as if everything's falling apart and im just watching. But then again, what can i do? Other than pray? Y'know what i think i found my answer...I'm gunna give my faith a try.

Booooredom

Have you ever had a day where you had completely nothing to do? Nothing at all? Seeming like everything you do has no purpose? Story of my life rigggght now.

Personally i look for achievements in my day, something that would make me look back and feel proud of what i did. I really don't like doing things without a purpose. I strive for completion, well most of the time anyways.

Lately I've felt blank, just nothing. When i talk to my friends sure i enjoy it, but it feels like somethings missing. Something that made everything seem alright in my head. Now i strive for that something to come back to me. Something..something..trust perhaps? But i don't feel satisfaction when that word is used alone.

Maybe im writing this cause i have completely nothing purposeful to do, but this has a purpose doesn't it? The way my brain works is simple. I find it kinda weird how i analyse a situation before i head into it, or try to think what people are thinking. Well I guess that's just me.

I really wish i had homework; wow. Thats how bored i am =D

Well the rest of my night will consist of eating a doughnut, probably playing bejeweled, looking for Chirstmas things to put on my wish list, and probably talking to Karells and Bel.

Goodnight! =]

Ps: I really dont knwo what i want for christmas other than money and to go shoppign with my friends. Comment with suggestions :D

PPS: For whoever wanted to see the performance, I'm sorry no one filmed it D': . I'm really down about that =[. All i can say is that the reaction was much better than i expected. yaaay confidence boost!

Now really.. Goodnight!

mixed feelings

wow, so the last time i blogged was almost a week ago and this week was packed.
1. with an amazing YFC camp i served in over the weekend.
Words can't describe how awesome it was, how mnay new people i met, and how many things I've learned. I was really blessed to have that opportunity to serve. I could literally blog about how great i feel when i serve in YFC but that would get me sitting here typing for hours LOL. Maybe another day.

2. Realized the obvious
I've come to a lot of conclusions about certain people in my life and where they stand. Also I've admitted something to my bestfriend that created awkwardness; sorry bout that! I can't get it out nvm...let's just say i still feel it, that hurt

Anyways,

3. Coffeehouse
Performed "Try" by Jesse Barrera with the Jacinto twins, Mike and Gabe. Apparently it went well from people's responses. Hopefully soemone recorded it. I'll post it here.

4. YFC meeting- respect. Well done . I just wish drama couldn't be taken into the meeting. Oh well.

5. I managed to get sick again. juuuust great =[

6. went to half of school today, cause it snowed like crazy and no one was there

sorry for the point form but im sick, and i need rest! NIGHT!

Average day

So, I woke up in the morning feeling like p-diddy.... NOT! gaaaah I was soo tired I couldn't believe I was about to get up! so i just feel back asleep and boom, it was 7:00am. Rushing and wondering if I would make it out of the house by 7:45 i got up went to shower, but only found the time to just wash myself and leave my hair alone :P. So, I straightened it a bit and got out went to eat and got in the car for 8 lol. Made it to school on time... thanks glenn for keeping me up till 12:30 am LOL!

Got to school, said hi to iris and razelle, and puched them a bit :D. Then I talked to mike & gabe for a bit and made my way to class!.

Period 1- Lab. Mixing chemicals in Bio was my day today. That took a while, finished up but forgot my textbook in my locker when i ahve a lab report to do, just great D:.

Period 2- Cosmo's fun, danielle and I had a convorsation about jobs and how gay she was, lol joke :D. We agreed on mc donalds, watch out for me there next semester!...probably not.. lol.

Period 3- Math with Mr. Ram lol. Today was a good day because we had a work period, just what i needed to get all caught up B]. I still can't understand identities.. =[

Period 4- Weightlifting, i love it when we dont run outside :D. Today we ran inside and I had a very interesting convorsation with Moses. Lets leave it at interesting lol. Ohh and the toilet in the changeroom finally got removed.. but it still managed to smell terrible.

Afterschool- Made my way outside. Talked to some people, pushed razelle around again (i feel bad now lol) and said goodbyes. Then I made my way to math help with my brother. To my eyes i seen my favourite math teacher Mr. Chang, the solution to all my math struggles ( I'm getting a 56 as of now =\) So i just missed Mr. Ram, and i cnat understand to well when he explains however Mr. Chang taught me tommorrows lesson (I'll get back to that at the end) and I understood everything. Now I'm a step ahead of the game =]

The walk home- a dreaded 40 minute walk. The sad thing is that I did this 3 days stright this week lol. I just think positive like at least i can walk or at least I did what i needed to do right? Ohh yeah the crossing guard was talking to me like he knew me today, he's pretty cool lol.
Bought something at pizza pizza then made it home for 4:20pm.

Tommorrow i am not going to school because I have a yfc camp in the evening; im gunna be gone all week end. Camp Almighty! God has blessed me with another opportunity to serve Him and I won't let Him down! So tonight after my works done im gunna sleep the night through, chill and then prepare myself for camp!

Thanks for reading whoever is, check this out! it got me in the christmas spirit!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uS8RLSmDFG0

For now goodbye!,

-Mik

Accomplished

I've always wanted to make this, really caught my eye. I really liked the idea of being able to post about my life somewhere where it would be remembered. I'm glad today i took the initiative to finally create a place where i can just blog. Whoever reads this, look forward to lots of posts, that is if i remember to... LOL :D

-Mik =]

Ps: ill learn how to use this better :P