18: pretty creepy

I'm going to be completely honest here.. I've been weirded out lately. I find myself thinking about what happened last September a lot more now. If i remember correctly last night I even had a dream of you. What approach should i take? Should i confront you and try to build this thing back up.. though it would be wrong cause you do have a boyfriend.. but gaaah :S
Or should i avoid you.. that seems easy. But i don't know if that would work... like, i don't want to. I really want to have another chance at this... i think.. no wait i do. I'm sure. That's what I'll do. I just need courage and a bit of faith and maybe, hopefully this'll turn around. If not.. I'm back where i started, nothing ventured nothing gained right?
You were definitely something i treasured.

17- wonder

Wow.. i really doubted that we would work together.. i mean as one. But here we are planning a camp together. Its really great.. God just splashed us with His Grace. I mean I've had some doubts about this chapter working.. but now i see it. If we pull through with this.. we're on the start of something great. Something wonderful and I'm so excited to be a part of it. Thank you Lord for all those wonderful opportunities you place in my life !

TG & GB!
-Mik

Exam time

I just realized how much of a confusing person i am.. one minute im happy the next im sad. What is it with we.. oh well i have no time to think about those things for now, gotta study, study, study! But what is it with you...

Bio tmmrw- afterschool chill out and study cosmo and math
Cosmo tues- after school bust my ass on learning formulas and doing math
Math wed- pray to God that i pass the course with a 60!; afterschoool suuuuuper chill
Weightlifting thurs- im already done, chill please? =]
Friday- Pastoral; gotta get things together with tito jose, maybe ball tooo who knows?
Sat- Honestly i just wanna chill... msg up!
Sun- samethaaang!
Mon- Chilllllllllll
Tues- Chilllllllll/ meet up w/ alex gloria
Wed- Sem 2 here i come!

January's finally over ! :D
Tc, and Gb!

im confused

Theres two parts of me. One that tells me to go back and fix things with you and one who's saying i don't need you. I wonder which one im going to choose... :}

Save me

By God's grace I made it through my math test and I'm pretty confident that i did good. I just needa keep up the studies for my biology unit test this Thursday ..man i really need all the help i can get. I'm so stressed about it i can't even think of the relief I'm gunna feel after I'm done! Gahhhh then more stress in 2 weeeks >.<

But asides from that and aside from the ginormous headache of stress that i got today.. today was alright. Brought back memories of summertime lol. Julio came over and we talked about a lotta things, more than I expected. at least im not the only person looking at the "situation" this way anymore. I'll just let time play it's role and things should work out fine.

Being a teacher seems great, making kids acheive their goals also seems great.. however if i wanna make it into mac... I'm gunna have to work harder than i ever have. I'm just gunna keep on praying for God's guidance in my everyday life because the more sure i am about my future..doubt keeps attacking me. I just gotta stay strong.

Take care & God Bless!

-Mik

Boredom

I haven't updated this in a about a week i believe, might as well do it now!

So.....

last week was pretty chill, it was pretty normal nothing out of the ordinary, getting "back on track" wasn't as hard as i made it seem.

i guess ill just summarize my weekend xD.

So Friday I went out with the sexy boys.. :D
We went to ian's house and failed at staying on shedule.. so we ended up making a bad attempt at a vid... oh well. Then after my mom picked me up and we had babreque chicken for supper mmm.

Saturday i slept in, then got a ride to jazzy's house. We got stuff done and planned all the way until June... even i was in shock. I got home to eat a wonderful meal of lasagna and garlic bread mmmm.

Sunday was pretty alright, i went to church then sq, then got home tried the protein out, and it really tastes bad when its plain LOL. Ohh yeah and i had a good start on my math exam review, so i patted myself on the back. But i worked out for about 40mins and then i ate chicken stir fry.
mmmmm.

The end !

I hope you all have good week!

January please go away

I still can't believe you're here.....

Well tomorrow's the start of school, I'm hoping for a snow day; but i think if i go to bed right after this i should be alright to wake up on time. LOL.

Honestly, I just wanna get through the rest of this semester..3 more weeks then exams! As soon as that's done sem 2 starts and i got guitar class! I'M SO STOKED; like im reeeeeeal excited to learn! Then i can start making my own vids, and maybe make somethign of myself on youtube! =]

Recently I've learned to not only aknowledge the gifts God gives you, put to use them, because if not you're taking them for granted.

I need God's strength and knowledge to get through the rest of this month! After exams im gunna be soo relieved! I just needa push my math mark up more and maintain all of my other marks.

Well i just thought I'd share how excited i am to learn guitar lol. Thanks!
Goodnight!

-Mik