Question

What do you do when the whole world thinks your girl is beautiful? She is. She knows from me, but hen a bunch of others think the same. What makes me stand out... what makes my "D******* your beautiful" that much more meaningful. God help me.

Problem Solved

I really effed up. But hey second chances aren't impossible to come by. I'm just going to be my confident self and let things happen. Life is too short to plan out everything. Thanks d.

I'm Trippin

I'm only posting this here cause tumblr seems to be way too social and i need to get a couple things out.

Look what we have is great, you're a beautiful person, i appreciate you, and the feeling we get when we get to spend time together is amazing. But past all of that.. i just don't think you realize how hard this is for me. How much I'm being tested right now. First it was patience , then came responsibility, and now credibility. I feel like i have to think over everything i do or even SAY to you.. because it's not good enough. Whatever happened to the time where what ever i said made you laugh and i didn't think? It's so hard to get back to, really. I'm trying to pull my self together so that we don't fall apart. I just hope God's on my side.

The awkwardness i create when i think is unbearable. I'm so sorry, let me get back to being myself...I just hope it isn't too late.

If you read this pray for me! i really need it!

Tc&Gb
-Mik

22-True Love

This weekend at the discovery camp i served at, i learned the true meaning of love.
A couple of things that stuck to me were:

Love is NOT: Exclusive
-You shouldn't have to hide it or else it really isn't considered love. Eg. from parents, friends,or family. "
-Every one should be involved" Eg. don't ditch your friends for your significant other then come back when it's over..they should still be a part of your lives even when you are together.

Love is NOT : a Feeling or Emotion
-"i feel like im falling in love." Love is much more than the butterflies we get when we see that special someone. Love is much more than a feeling or emotion.

the word "love" should not be tossed around..love is too beautiful to lose its value by being thrown around and compared to every relationship. Use words like "like" or "attracted to" until you are sure of that love.

True love waits
- If you are too impatient or cannot wait for that person respecting their feelings as well..then how can you love them? Love is patient
-Love takes time. Respect it.

Love is a beautiful thing... don't make it ugly
Engaging in sexual activity alters the life giving power that loves has. Respecting love is knowing when he right time is. Keep love a beautiful thing, not just based on romance.

Love is accepting that person for everything; especially the things that you don't find attractive about them. It's about embracing the moments you have together. Being completely honest with the other person. They should be more than your boyfriend/girlfriend but your BEST friend.

Love is not perfect.

However, true love never fails.
Tc&Gb
-Mik

21: Tired and Uninspired

I came across this cool video today its about love in general, but what touched me was when he compared our love to God's love
check it out:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mlb0B2LeWZw

He died for you and me even when we hated Him" that really got me today.
Today was boring that^ was a highlight and getting a prom date a year earlier was pretty cool too! :P
Even better its my best friend! What a coincidence through all that we've been through, the love and the hate.. to end up going to prom together..? I'm pretty happy xD.
But other than that i was tired alll day! I got an important meeting tmmrw so g'night bloggers!

20 Almost forgotten

I should be in bed right now, after texting sam, watching American idol and about to get ready for sleep. I remembered that i did try to remind myself to post here, and i shall!:

Well second sem's been all focused so far, I've managed to get sick after going to Bel's place then facing it throughout this week. I really hope by tomorrow i feel completely better.

Today i finished assasins creed 2 FINALLY! It's been holding me back from doing so many things.

Tomorrow I plan to begin working out again depending on how i feel.

Also I have made 2 of my world religion teacher's accomplishments : TO research and question what shes taught and to be the first to hand in her work. I have a good feeling about that class. My goal is to prove her theories wrong.

Tuesday i was hit with some pretty big news. MY dad's moving away.. i thought i would take this lightly, because with it comes more freedom and such, but wow all the way to Montreal.. i mean sure im gunna see him when he visits for work but that's just soo different; im not used to it. A lot of things are changing in my life. A LOT.

To be honest i don't know how i feel about him going but hey, all I know is that it's for the best and if it does happen, it's a part of God's plan.. and i trust it.

For whoever does read.. thanks
Tc & Gb
-Mik

19- NVM

nahhhh i just miss her whatever... feelings gone again. But.. we did have a great time together. Anyways moving on....

Sem 2: interesting might i add, i do hope i can keep up with chem, debate my way through religion, write my way with understanding in english and play my way through guitar.

80 avg here i come! :)